Broken
I'm not what I seem
The energy beneath....us
Is tearing you apart
Nothing but a dream
Two parts without a seam...just
Stabs me through my heart
And I will hold my space
I'm lost without a trace...with
Nowhere left to run
Before you fade away
I just want to say
It's nothing, it's nothing we've done
And when the darkness comes too fast
Pull me in to fill your cup
I won't break you up
When at last you stand alone
Pull me in and fill my soul
I won't break you up
I won't break up
And when the devil comes too fast
Pull me in for one last kiss and then
I won't break you up
When the angels fall again
Pull me in and watch my breathe
I am broken
When the morning comes
The energy's undone
The rain starts falling down
I stand under my space
The light won't find my grace
I'm running out of ground
And I will hold this tear
There's nothing for me here now
Nowhere left to hide
Before you fade away
I just want to say
It's nothing, it's nothing, you tried
And when the darkness comes too fast
Pull me in to fill your cup
I won't break you up
When at last you stand alone
Pull me in and fill my soul
I won't break you up
I won't break up
And when the devil comes to fast
Pull me in for one last kiss and then
I won't break you.up
When the angels fall again
Pull me in and watch my breathe.
I am broken
Standing here
Shattered unwhole
Stand in fear
Shattered unknown
Walk away
Shattered unwhole
Walk in fear
Shattered.unknown
And when the darkness comes too fast
Pull me in to fill your cup
I won't break you up
When at last you stand alone
Pull me in and fill my soul
I won't break you up
I won't break up
And when the devil comes to fast
Pull me in for one last kiss and then
I won't break you up
When the angels fall again
Pull me in and watch my breathe
I am broken.
- Barbara Christensen
BΛRBIΞXX 2025 (c) Broken // What If
Feeling it even more today than when I wrote it. Perhaps it is some past life karmic debt. Sometimes you have to hope the feelings you are flowing through have a greater cause.